hello world!!
so i am a new bee to the blog world, im 17 and i love life, yes i have bad days..im human but overall i love this bumpy journey that i was put on planet earth for. as you can see on my page, i do live in california and im a total "cali gurl" im tall, blonde hair, blue eyed and yes in case you were wondering i am a lifeguard!! not at the beach or anything cool like that though.... but anyways i guess i should stop talking about my traits now...
so basically i have been randomly thinking about blogs and i have no clue why but i seem to think its like some type of "cyber world" that you can fully express yourself and noone knows who you are.. now im not so protective of myself so i dont mind if people know who i am but i like the idea of being "someone else " in a way well more like being your complete and utter self and not worrying about what people think of something or whatever... so here i am joining you bloggers. i honestly am so clueless right now so bare with me.
general charachteristics about me:
-i am a senior in high school about to graduate in counting 40 days...yes, i know its exciting righhhttt??!
-i am a 17 year old child of 4 i have and older brother who is 18, younger bro 14, and baby sisster whos going to be 1 in april....
-im a lifeguard
-trying to become a vegetarian/vegan (recently and currently have been watching movies about slaughter houses and yeah no bueno)
-was picked on constantly in elementary ..well mostly middle school i was constantly trying to impress people and be someone that everyone else wanted me to be
-i never felt cool enough to be myself and wanted to hang with the cool crowd and i was always fighting to impress the leader of the popular girl click
- now in high school i have grown to be very close with my family because kids at my school are all about looking good and acting the same and im not the same and im okay with that.
-i have never had a boyfriend/steady relationship...yes i have dated and "hooked up with guys" but you know i guess im not supposed to be in arelationship until im out of highschool and away from all these unsure,ass hole guys that just want to f**k?? idk but im okay with it
,,,,, and i need to cut it short today soooo be back soon :D
